My life has taken so many twists and turns in the last two years.  Two years ago I was all set to become a preacher and change the church and thus the world.  Then came the realization that the church I wanted to change had more I didn't agree with than I did agree with.  It would be easier just to start over.  Of course all this took time.  And by the time I reached these conclusions, there was a new man in my life and we were trying to figure out a way to be together.  I was also studying religions and concluded that my beliefs were closer to paganism and Wicca than Christianity. 

In the last two years I have also rediscovered my love of crafting.  I would like to somehow make it even more a part of my life.  At this point I don't know if that will transfer into a career or just something to keep my sane.  There are so many things I would like to do with it, but most of them have to wait. 

Finally I have a stable job.  I'm able to get myself out of debt and going in the right direction.  Eventually I will have the time and money to spend on my crafts.  I'm impatient and want things to happen now.  But at the same time I know that if I just wait a while, things will be so much better. 

After having such a turbulant two years its really nice to be able to settle down.  The new man in my life and I are together.  We did figure that part out.  I have to stability to get on my feet.  I can relax.  I don't have to worry about my job.  My bosses love me.  Its a great life.